It comes from a wounded place.

I texted this guy my idea for his new video, just for fun.
And it took me 15 minutes to send a message.
I made it in my head, then i thought, what if i'll look annoying or immature.
What if he will think of it as an attempt to invade his personal space.
On the other hand, the scene was cute and I wanted to make him laugh, and it could inspire him to do smth if he thinks about it.
And I can't decide or predict his reaction.
He said it sounds interesting and gave me a smirking text emoji.

And me, 3 hours earlier, before his respond, DYING from fatigue at 11:00 pm because of this long ass mental gum.

oh boy oh boy